Beguiled Eyes"The world is a carefree place"So says the young and smiling faceOf this small, innocent, little childAs my life slips away without a trace....And no one really thinks to give chaseTo that ironicly pathetic soul gone wildAnd I know I just cannot eraseThe feeling of your warm embraceHow you looked into my eyes and smiledThe meaning of this I cannot replaceAs I fall here into my own disgrace...The eyes of the child beguiledAt what she thinks is beauty in graceBut is infact empty, endless spaceSuch a pure and innocent watchful child...
Lost...Sweet, sweet harmonyHarmonize this feelingOf torture; I'm on my kneesPlease stop the world, it's reelingStanding in my own debrisI'm staring at the ceilingI wait for the dusty rusted keyTo unlock my path to healingWhen all is lost, so very lostPlease forgive my lackOf strength, to pay the heavy costThere is no turning backTell me please, where is the loveThat helped me once to carry on?Where is the guidance from aboveTo lead me through the dark, to dawn?It is this broken heart thereofThat this horrible pain will last so longThere is no time, no time enoughTo find the power, the will to be strongQuiet gl
Bleeding InnocenceAs I slowly try to stretch out my wingsSharp stabbing pain forces me to collapseBlood pouring down, hope that I'm seeing thingsAll I can do now is lie here and gaspI reach out a hand, trembling and shakingTo touch my own filthy crimson salt stainWhat are these awful noises I'm making?Why can I not feel the sharp burning pain?Slowly now, I fall down into the sandThen I look up to see your smiling faceYou stroke my hair with your blood coated handWhat are you doing in this lonely place?I will never know, what were your intents?You now watch me bleed, my last innocence.
Love and LustLove is such a fickle thingWith candy hearts and rosesAll your care to the wind you flingAs cupids strike their posesRaining down a feeling of joyOf strength and hope and beautyMaking her seem like a Helen of TroySo graceful in her dutyLove is a many splendored showOf all your hearts desiresWhen she's near, you just know,you can feel, she's not a liarIn her hands, you place all of your trustYour life, your heart, your soulWatching it all slowly fade into dustHoping you won't lose controlAll of your life, you've been waiting for herTo love, to hold, to touchBut now that you have her, now that she's nearJus
HollowAgony runs rampant through my thoughts.Scathing, Scratching, Tearing at my heartCarving out the place where my love should beLeaving a hemorrhaged crater in its wake.My tears, trickling down into the depths,splash and echo against the walls of the cavernmy now exhausted despair has created.Slowly but certainly they begin to poolThe devastated chamber where my love should have beenTorn by thoughts and Filled with tearsBoils, Bubbles, Becomes a sea of angerJustified and Righteous in its wrathMy fury seeks its vengeance upon youRupture Strike Break Tear Split BeatRip Carve Lash Snap InjureScratch Crack LacerateAnd
No MeaningCurled in the corner of the showerIn hopes that the warm water will ease awayThe shock of your betrayaland the chill slowly seeping over my heartTears I no longer noticeSlip from my eyesStream down my cheeksDown quietly into the drainAloneMy soul fracturesAs the part of me that loved youSeeks the solace of non existenceColdMy warmth has run outI stand slowly, achinglyAnd dry off the remnant of tearsMadness no longer lurks behind my eyesOnly emptinessI feel nothing.
In the MoonlightTiny doll dancing in the moonlight'Round and round like a plastic ballerinaTrapped in a slowly turning music boxWilling you to see her; need herInsane with her lonely desperationShe casts a net of stringsThin and unsecureHoping to hold you; mold youTying her knots to the idea of youA would be puppeteerImploring you; adoring youBut she is just a dollA thingThat can do no more than danceSilently in the moonlightEndlessly in the moonlightWhile long broken strings lie at her feet